I play games mainly because I find people disgusting and repulsive. My family is mostly rotten. People I meet always find a way to disturb the peace and I have lately found no interest in maintaining friendships with those that are good friends due to how fucked people are now days. Lost my apartment recently because my roommate had anger issues and when I confronted him about his screaming and yelling about how he wanted to kill said female by asking "So was that talk about killing people just talk?" and he said "No, I would actually do it but, it's just not worth it." and I replied with "So, it was just talk?" he got up and started screaming and yelling and shoving a finger in my face so I slapped him. Afterwords he used his grandparents friendship relations to have me removed from the building.

I wouldn't see pussy as an achievement. I also wouldn't feel any better about myself by having sex. In fact I would probably feel worse. Girls have a nack for making guys like me feel like shit when it comes to the receiving of sexual gratification. Notably the girlfriends I had were either emotionally unstable, town bicycles or not interested in sticking with one person more then a month with or without sex.

My most common problem is ex-boyfriends who get territorial when and if I do approach a woman. Which has pretty much ended my desire to even have relations with them. Another is, they want the guy with a girlfriend. Cant tell you how many times in my earlier years that I've watched girls go after a guy who was already in a relationship while I being alone had to sit back and bask in jealousy. I've also been labeled a creep for having any interactions with girls. Plus, most woman today are bought. Have been known to take advantage of men for money and many other disgusting rituals.

shrugs Generally, woman want the men to come to them.

I see very little attractive qualities coming from them.

I see more in a night time rural sky.

And find a relationship with a cat more fulfilling.

Nope not for me really.