It's good to see you stopped throwing ad hominems in. At least you are beginning to meditate and calm down. <3
Notice how in every Buddhist country, homosexuality is frowned upon so brutally. Sri Lanka and China for example.
I just study the words and the science behind it. I never said I was gay but I probably am slightly bi since no one on Earth is 100% either way.
Buddha didn't have disciples, that's the bible. Buddha had Bodhisattvas and if they were gay they had to meditate it out of their system.
For a Buddhist you sure do have a temper to control. Do you know it's against Buddhism to be gay?